I am not a virgin. I do not regret fully and physically giving myself to the man I love, because giving yourself is the greatest gift.

To me, sex is the desire to please someone physically out of love.

I miss him.

Sometimes, sex makes me feel very guilty because I am not married. We protect ourselves and do not risk my getting pregnant. Someone inside my head will say, "Well, sex is for creating children. Don't have sex at all." But I don't want kids, so what kind of weird hell is that to only have sex knowing that I'll have kids? Hmm.