things i am:
tall
smart
dorky
messy
disorganized, yet sound
abstract
college graduate
funny
crazy
Christian
musician
i write words, and music, but i dont feel like a writer or a poet
good at scrabble
passionate about nothing and everything
like a kid sometimes (maybe more than sometimes
easily distracted
ambidextrous
a messy writer
soil scientist
open-minded
like ADD, but not really
laaaaiiiddd back
weird
a free spirit
native american
music download addict
cute
chubby
a wannabe singer
a guitar player
a fun person to be around
very happy right now
a voluntary loner
abnoxious
divorced
guitar pick thief
punny
random
scattered
a hypocrite (this one is difficult to explain. yet, its not at all. see what i mean?)
encouraging
loving
understanding
a great listener
lucky
nature lover
studious in a very liberal way
liberal
singer to carsongs
ppl watcher
overanalyst
observant
highly intuitive about most anything
the center of attraction
the loner
very contradictory
repetitive
slacker
dreamer
an ant killer
everything. nothing. too many things. geez. the list goes on and on.

things i am not:
white
good singer
black or white. mostly grey.
haha. im not everything iam, mostly. depends. mostly, i am what im not. this may not make sense,but it does to me. and its the only way i can describe myself.

my anti-list:
anti-drugs
anti-school
anti-military
anti-structure
anti-thinking too much
anti-Creed
anti-closed mindedness
anti-reading
anti-TV and cable
anti-politics
anti-labels
anti-dishwashing
anti-making my bed
anti-GIRLS
anti-relationships
anti-abortion
anti-sleep
anti-bad parenting
anti-government centralization
anti-tests and quizzes
anti-fakepeoplefaces
anti-emo
anti-institutionalization
anti-londdistance relationships*
anti-online relationships*
anti-locking car keys in car
anti-fastidiousness
anti-luck
anti-wrong chords
anti-sucking
anti-billboards
anti-P.O.D.
anti-Five Iron Frenzy
anti-thinking
anti-laryngitis
anti-taking pills
anti-washing close
anti-fake fried rice
anti-Baldini's where fake fried rice is served
anti-lying
anti-destroyingwonderfulhearts
anti-matter